Exactly one year ago today I was a sober pedestrian struck by a drunk driver and left in the road to fend for myself. I had physical injuries that still render me useless on days due to mind numbing neuropathy. I can count the days in which I haven't had nightmares replaying the accident on my fingers and toes over the last 365 days. Many times in public, I act as though nothing is wrong. Partly for you not to worry & partly because I'm so sick of it that I use your distraction to get me out of my mindset and have a good time. I'm not going to let this define me negatively. It was a HUGE event that will affect me for a lifetime, but I'm determined to make it a positive one. I've learned strength, courage, perseverance, how to push past my limits and I've learned that things happen to make your dreams change & you have to accept it and modify them accordingly. There are still so many things I can't do yet but I have hope that over the years that'll change. I was going to stay in all day in my bubble of an apartment. That's crazy!! That would be letting this day win! No way. I'm going to win. So I decided to attempt one of my all time favorite activities today with a wonderful friend. I promised myself I'd celebrate my improvements and miracle of life today, but not push myself too hard. Please be safe tonight & do not take risks behind the wheel!! With that being said, I'm running late to get to the ice rink;)
**Update**
I only made it about 15 or 20 minutes skating and am in pain. However I expected that, and made sure not to push myself. I'm glad I went!!
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